1. Today I haven't cried...not once
2. Today I talked with our nurse and created our calendar for our FET which will be at the beginning of December
3. Today I made an appointment with an infertility therapist to try and get out of this low funky feeling.
4. Today I made an appointment with a personal trainer for next week to whip my butt in shape.
5. Today I didn't log on to a single web site to read about FET's, success rates, stories, etc
I'm feeling accomplished. I guess I am going to have to get through all of this in baby steps. But damnit, I will get out of this funk.
On a different note, tomorrow we are leaving to go to Kansas for the KU homecoming. It will be nice to get away and not think about what happened at all. Sadly, I am looking forward to going home and packing...because it gives my idle mind something to do besides ponder.
Finally, the results or our beta came back today. Zero. Just like I suspected. I am glad it wasn't a chemical pregnancy because apparently you have to take more cycles off before doing a FET. I guess that is positive news.
I probably won't blog over the weekend...I hope to not have free time on my hands. And if I do, there will be a beer or glass or wine in it!
About Me
- Emily
- Nashville, TN, United States
- I am a mom to amazing twin girls, a wife, and I work full time. I battled infertility for 2 years and over the course of treatments, a twin pregnancy, and raising twins I managed to gain about 80 lbs. I’ve lost about 50 lbs so far and would like to lose another 50 in my quest to become a hot mama.
So sorry for your BFN. I really hope that the FET cycle brings you a sticky embie. I getting ready to go through FET myself. Cheer up and have a great time at KU!
ReplyDeleteSo glad you have stuff going on this weekend :) I find that if I'm feeling particularly low about ttc'ing, it really helps to take my mind off it with some engulfing activity!!
ReplyDeleteI think the things you listed are AWESOME accomplishments!! I'll keep praying for you as you heal!!
I'm so sorry for your BFN and that you have hit a low funk. That is understandable. But you just have to take it one day at a time.
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks for stopping by my blog. I think we are neighbors (relatively).
Just wanted to tell you know that I have been reading your blog, and you are in my thoughts. I hope you had a fun trip to Kansas--I'm in Olathe! Best wishes to you with the FET in December!
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