No new news. Still getting intermittent cramping that feel like AF cramps. Bloating has gone down a bit, but I am still quite swollen. I have started to get a really hoarse voice in the afternoons without any type of pain or sore throat. One of the girls at work thinks it has to do with the swelling of the abdomen on the phrenic nerve.
We tried my PIO shot in a new spot last night. Bad idea. The skin around it hurts incredibly bad and is really hard. Not sure what we did wrong on that one.
That's about all of the news I've got.
Our journey through the scary and emotional roller coaster called Infertility.
About Me
- Emily
- Nashville, TN, United States
- I am a mom to amazing twin girls, a wife, and I work full time. I battled infertility for 2 years and over the course of treatments, a twin pregnancy, and raising twins I managed to gain about 80 lbs. I’ve lost about 50 lbs so far and would like to lose another 50 in my quest to become a hot mama.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
2dp5dt
The swelling has gone done (just a little bit). I am starting to feel semi-human again. I am up 3lbs which pisses me off but what can ya do!
I had my progesterone level drawn today and it was 66, so my nurse informed me that we can stay at 1cc of PIO which is great news! She said their protocol is to raise it to 2cc when the level comes back at 29 or lower. Glad for once I exceeded what I was supposed to.
In general just feeling some ovarian cramps...given that my ovaries are the size of oranges right now I kind of expect that.
I'm thinking I might test at 7dp5dt, but I am terrified of getting a false negative. We only tranferred one, so there is no chance of twins that would spike my HCG.
Guess well wait and see. Part of me hopes that my OHSS starts to get worse in the coming days....so at least I'll have piece of mind that it took....but on the flip side I know how crappy I have been feeling and would love to know feel this way anymore!!
I had my progesterone level drawn today and it was 66, so my nurse informed me that we can stay at 1cc of PIO which is great news! She said their protocol is to raise it to 2cc when the level comes back at 29 or lower. Glad for once I exceeded what I was supposed to.
In general just feeling some ovarian cramps...given that my ovaries are the size of oranges right now I kind of expect that.
I'm thinking I might test at 7dp5dt, but I am terrified of getting a false negative. We only tranferred one, so there is no chance of twins that would spike my HCG.
Guess well wait and see. Part of me hopes that my OHSS starts to get worse in the coming days....so at least I'll have piece of mind that it took....but on the flip side I know how crappy I have been feeling and would love to know feel this way anymore!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Meet our blastocyst
I'll try to make this quick...
I've been in and out of the doctors office for mild OHSS. I have some fluid surrounding the uterus and a pocket sitting up against my right lung. My belly is so distended that I look about 5 months pregnant....it's gross! The absolute worse part of this has been the indigestion and acid reflux. This morning it was so bad that I was hysterically crying wondering if we should ditch our transfer and go straight to the emergency room. Based on the title of the blog, we obviously went to our transfer.
So to recap our morning, DH was wonderful and decided we should go to Dunkin to get some breakfast before heading to the clinic. I love their flat bread sandwiches. As soon as we order our food I began getting cold sweats and the worst stomach pain I had ever experienced. Before I could eat anything I was feeling AWFUL...so DH got me out to the car and laid down the seat...at which point I was hysterically crying from pain and moaning. I don't think DH knew what to do with me. We start the drive to the clinc...all the while thinking "there is NO way there are going to let me do this transfer when is show up with mascara running down my face from pain." We pull into the lot and the second he stopped the car I got out and threw up all over....including on myself. Well it was all tomato juice....the only thing I had drank this morning. What was I thinking?? My stomach still really hurt, but I felt indescribably better!
So the nurse meets us and another couple out in the parking garage...because it is a Sunday and the place is locked up otherwise. We get into a room, change, meet with our nurse, and in comes the embryologist. He told us the plan was to only transfer 1 embryo to A)decrease the risk of multiples and B) decrease my risk of developing severe OHSS (since my E2 was over 11,000 at retrieval). He told us we have 8 embryos so far that have made it to blastocyst stage...all As and Bs and that all of these were ready to cyrofreeze. He said the rest of them have a chance of catching up between today and tomorrow. So given the number of embryos we have, I was completely comfortable only transferring 1 this time.
Here is our beautiful grade A embaby that was transferred today:
I've been in and out of the doctors office for mild OHSS. I have some fluid surrounding the uterus and a pocket sitting up against my right lung. My belly is so distended that I look about 5 months pregnant....it's gross! The absolute worse part of this has been the indigestion and acid reflux. This morning it was so bad that I was hysterically crying wondering if we should ditch our transfer and go straight to the emergency room. Based on the title of the blog, we obviously went to our transfer.
So to recap our morning, DH was wonderful and decided we should go to Dunkin to get some breakfast before heading to the clinic. I love their flat bread sandwiches. As soon as we order our food I began getting cold sweats and the worst stomach pain I had ever experienced. Before I could eat anything I was feeling AWFUL...so DH got me out to the car and laid down the seat...at which point I was hysterically crying from pain and moaning. I don't think DH knew what to do with me. We start the drive to the clinc...all the while thinking "there is NO way there are going to let me do this transfer when is show up with mascara running down my face from pain." We pull into the lot and the second he stopped the car I got out and threw up all over....including on myself. Well it was all tomato juice....the only thing I had drank this morning. What was I thinking?? My stomach still really hurt, but I felt indescribably better!
So the nurse meets us and another couple out in the parking garage...because it is a Sunday and the place is locked up otherwise. We get into a room, change, meet with our nurse, and in comes the embryologist. He told us the plan was to only transfer 1 embryo to A)decrease the risk of multiples and B) decrease my risk of developing severe OHSS (since my E2 was over 11,000 at retrieval). He told us we have 8 embryos so far that have made it to blastocyst stage...all As and Bs and that all of these were ready to cyrofreeze. He said the rest of them have a chance of catching up between today and tomorrow. So given the number of embryos we have, I was completely comfortable only transferring 1 this time.
Here is our beautiful grade A embaby that was transferred today:
So I took a Valium, they brought me back, DH got to look at our embryo in the microscope, and they put my legs up in the infamous stirrups. The slipped the catheter in (after quite the struggle and having to chemically dilate my cervix) and put the embryo in. They wheeled us back to recovery and I laid there for an hour.
Now I am giving this whole "bed rest" thing a good ole' college try. It's harder than I thought. My back is killing me!!
Now I am just looking forward to getting my snow baby report! I'll keep you posted: )
Just got our embryo report!
DH all ready in his scrubs.
The embryo incubator (sorry it's so dark...the lights are off in the transfer room)
Our embryologist and our beautiful embaby in the incubator. Amazing isn't it!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
We have petri dish babies!
Of the 34 eggs retrieved, 28 had ICSI, and 17 fertilized!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait to get my next report on my petri dish babies tomorrow!!!!
Can't wait to get my next report on my petri dish babies tomorrow!!!!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Ovary egg hunt!
Just wanted to post a quick blog about my retrieval today......
34 eggs!!!!!
I'm still kind of in shock. I knew there would be a lot, but not quite that many. Now I just have to wait for my report on fertilization tomorrow. Hopefully most of them were mature and fertilize and yield us some beautiful blastocysts in 5 days!!!!
I am sitting on the couch recovering. I am in quite a bit of pain. I am hoping this is very normal and not the start of OHSS. DH and I went to the grocery store afterwards and loaded on up on lots of protein type foods. Now I am crossing my fingers to not hyperstim so we can proceed with a fresh transfer. If all goes well we are scheduled for a 9:15am transfer this coming Sunday!
As promised, courtesy of my lovely hubby....some pics from our retrieval today...
34 eggs!!!!!
I'm still kind of in shock. I knew there would be a lot, but not quite that many. Now I just have to wait for my report on fertilization tomorrow. Hopefully most of them were mature and fertilize and yield us some beautiful blastocysts in 5 days!!!!
I am sitting on the couch recovering. I am in quite a bit of pain. I am hoping this is very normal and not the start of OHSS. DH and I went to the grocery store afterwards and loaded on up on lots of protein type foods. Now I am crossing my fingers to not hyperstim so we can proceed with a fresh transfer. If all goes well we are scheduled for a 9:15am transfer this coming Sunday!
As promised, courtesy of my lovely hubby....some pics from our retrieval today...
Getting gowned up:
All ready to go!
Reading a book while waiting for the doctor
Just came out of retrieval. Not quite awake from anesthesia
Starting to come to....so attractive!
Isn't my husband wonderful for getting such a beautiful close-up of me?
Doing some grocery shopping after leaving the surgery center. Can't quite walk yet. I never want to get old!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
The results are in.....
My E2 is up to 11,305. I cannot believe it is that high. Fortunately, my clinic is going to let me proceed with the fresh transfer provided A) we have good embryos to transfer and B) I don't have severe OHSS symptoms between now and Sunday (which is when our transfer is scheduled).
So DH and I are off to retrieval tomorrow morning at 8:15. I am praying that we get lots and lots of mature follicles and that OHSS doesn't follow! I REALLY want to do a fresh transfer!
Funny pics following anesthesia to follow courtesy of my husband I am sure!
As a side note, I asked today about pelvic rest (the one thing they don't tell you about on this journey) and was informed that it begins from the transfer to the beta. If the beta is positive it continues through the first trimester!!!!!!! Funny how the one thing you are supposed to do to get pregnant is the one thing you are forbid to do as an IF patient.
So DH and I are off to retrieval tomorrow morning at 8:15. I am praying that we get lots and lots of mature follicles and that OHSS doesn't follow! I REALLY want to do a fresh transfer!
Funny pics following anesthesia to follow courtesy of my husband I am sure!
As a side note, I asked today about pelvic rest (the one thing they don't tell you about on this journey) and was informed that it begins from the transfer to the beta. If the beta is positive it continues through the first trimester!!!!!!! Funny how the one thing you are supposed to do to get pregnant is the one thing you are forbid to do as an IF patient.
(I swear this is what it feels like sometimes!)
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