I find myself having small panic attacks....a lot lately. The idea of leaving my sweet angels with some stranger I don't know and letting them spend more time with my babies than I do makes me sick to my stomach. The idea that I will only get a few hours with the girls before they have to go the bed after work has me terrified. I know it is still a month off, but I find myself panicking all of the time. I would give anything to be a SAHM, but it's just not possible.
How did you overcome leaving your baby for the first time? I know I have built it up to be a much worse event than it is, but I just can't stop thinking about it.